“Hey LiL’ Cuz, Thank you for coming to me in spirit this weekend and allowing me to realize that although I have made so many errors in life whether financially, ethically, or even relationship-wise, you were never able (within your life) to live and do the things that you wished you were able to do, let alone to experience your own mistakes.
It truly took me out of the funk and out of this Depression that’s been ailing me these past few months. And no one really knew of this pain. No one. Your visit is invaluable. It put everything into perspective and brought value to all the sorrows for which have been building up in this life. At least (in perspective) I am very grateful for at least being able to LIVE – Not just existing. And not many people truly get to LIVE! I know that within my HEART you would have given EVERYTHING to live a life that I have lived, despite the mistakes.
You never had the chance to marry and to get divorced. You never had the chance to buy a house, then to go through these foreclosures. You never had the chance to win it big, then to lose it all through bankruptcies. You never had the chance to go through multiple relationships, but yet end up with all these multiple breakups, heartaches and painful lonely moments.
Yeah, along with the jacked-up moments and disheartening lulls for which one may come across in life, you never had the chance to do the epic things that I have done. Well, at the least bit, it was epic for me. Regardless, Lil’ cuz you never had the chance to LIVE, let alone the magical life that I have lived, despite the heartaches. Sometimes, it is better to LOVE than to never have loved at all. But I’m gonna keep on trucking, like BJ and the Bear! I always have!
You know how many times I’ve been knocked on my ass? Do you? Of course you do. You have been with me every step of the way. You’ve always been watching over my shoulder. You’re my Angel…
But guess, what? There’s the good news. The magic is still alive because it has to. And I’m gonna keep on Loving because I have to. This ones for you!!! This Life is for you – Love you so much dear CUZ!!! Everything is fine!” ~Amaru Muru

ABOUT THE AUTHOR: Amaru Muru is a Registered Nurse, specializing in Behavioral Health and Substance Abuse Recovery, and is a proud Veteran of the United States Air Force (Operation Desert Storm/Desert Shield). Amaru is an alternative thinker, a controversial theorist, and a well-versed online podcast radio talk show host whom has interviewed leaders, researchers, and authors of the Great Global Consciousness Movement. Additionally, Amaru is a prolific writer, an author, blogger, a strong proponent for ancient archeology and integrative Medicine, and is the executive producer and founder of one of the most highly-esteemed podcast radio networks on planet earth today: REAL REVOLUTION RADIO X.O: The Number #1 source for Motivational Author Interviews, Intuitive Blog, and Inspirational Podcast Radio On-Demand

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